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【TRHP】WILL YOU?

不亦乐乎地爬墙系列……
非常非常爱这位太太对同性恋婚姻合法化的科普了!
彩蛋都超级给力的!

心心念念谢王爷:

生日贺,短篇完结,小甜饼一发。


 


周末要出门,所以先发上来,因为时间紧张所以没什么打磨,OOC算我的,罗琳笔下的角色都是完美的,预祝哈利生日快乐!^ - ^ 

短篇完结(8000字),属于LAST GOODBYE从属系列,剧情和正文无关,借用背景,一句话概括背景就是哈利和里德尔是恋人,生活在保护法打破后由巫师和麻瓜联合执政的德国。




推荐配乐:Beautiful Crime - Single, Tamer




 


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WILL YOU?
 
2001
 
0.


2001年4月1日,荷兰同性婚姻法案生效,成为全球首个同性婚姻合法化的国家。
 
1.


“其实我不介意去荷兰...”


“我介意。”


“好吧。”Harry笑了笑,决定换个轻松点的话题,“晚上回来吃饭么?”


“不了,‪今晚和绿党开会。”


看来他企图让气氛变得轻松些的尝试并没有成功——绿眼睛欲言又止地看了对方一会,“你最近好像很忙...”话没说完就被一阵铃声打断了。Riddle拿起手机去了走廊,几分钟后,毫无预兆地,Harry听到了车库门卷起和发动机远去的声音。


搞什么...


他有些不满地皱起眉。


怎么不打声招呼就走了?


都这样好几个月了。青年叹了一口气,一挥手整理了铺满桌面的文件,然后拿起自己的手机拨了出去,“喂?Regulus,下午有空吗?我们商量一下去梵蒂冈的事...晚上?晚上...也可以。嗯,晚上见。”


 
2.


Regulus Black从酒柜里抽出一瓶2000年的拉菲。


“波尔多,合你口味么?”


“不用这么破费。”


Harry不好意思地把文件往身后背了背。他原以为Black少爷只是邀他工作之余吃个简餐,没想到对方搞得这么隆重,让他有点不好意思直接谈公事。


“哪里破费。”Regulus转过头来微微一笑,忽然身子一倾,贴着Harry的身线抓到了他背到身后的文件,温柔却不容拒绝地把它抽走了,“这些小事吃完再聊。”


他们一起离开地窖,走进餐厅。这里的布置雅致得Harry简直以为对方要和他约会。Regulus把客人带来的文件搁到一个很远的台子上,啵地一声开了酒,倒入醒酒器,然后周到地为对方斟了一杯,“最近忙么?”


“还好,你呢?”


“忙死了。”那双多情的灰眼睛闪了闪,“这个财年马上结束,我每天看财表看得眼都花了。”


“Sirius还在度蜜月?”


“是啊,在荷兰享受大好时光,把基金会的烂摊子丢给我。等忙完下周,我得好好休个假。”他忽然弯下身来,漂亮的灰眼睛打量着他的客人,“你和那位先生近期有出行的计划么?”


他问得很隐讳,但Harry还是听出了弦外之音,只能不好意思地笑了笑,“...暂时没有。”


Regulus依旧望着他,看上去心情很好,一点没有看财表看到眼花的样子。狭长的灰眼睛一如既往地清澈漂亮,在幽暗的烛火里流转着迷人的波光。如果不是两人的年纪相差太多,Harry真会以为它们在向自己暗送秋波。就在他这么想着的时候,Black少爷又开口了,“要不要和我一起出国玩玩?”


“我们不是得一起去梵蒂冈么。”


“那是工作,之后去荷兰度个假怎么样?”


“你让我陪你去找你哥哥?”


“我是在邀请你,Harry。”


“邀请我?”青年不明所以地重复了一遍。


“嗯。”Regulus暧昧地贴到他耳边,性感的声线含着一丝难以琢磨的诱惑,“只有我们俩。考虑一下?”


不远处的绿眼睛笑了起来,现在他是无论如何也无法忽视对方露骨的暗示了,“小十四,你知道我今年多少岁了么?”


“你在我心里永远都是二十四岁。”


“别开玩笑了,Regulus...”


“可他并不想和你结婚不是么?”


Harry的笑容凝固了一下,他看上去有点尴尬。


“抱歉,没什么别的意思。只是我哥哥掐着日子,法案一通过就迫不及待地跑去荷兰了。难免会让人察觉到...你的那位先生似乎不为所动?”Regulus贴得更近,柔软的气息骚弄着Harry的脖子,青年不动声色地向后撤,小少爷反倒顺着对方的动作前进了一些,“而且...我发现你最近晚上时间很空。”


“你是跟踪狂吗?”


“没准哦。”Regulus直起身子,“狂热才是爱。”他打了一个响指,珍馐铺满长桌,“来尝尝Black家族的手艺,没准你会改主意。”




3.


Harry‪五点半就醒了。床铺的另一侧平整得过分。


排除他的伴侣摸着黑铺了床的假设(至少在他们认识的六十几年里从没发生过),他可以百分百地确定对方昨晚根本没睡过这张床。这么一想不免心头火起,Harry连睡衣都没换直接下了楼,走到客厅里看着已经穿戴整齐的另一个人。那人正坐在餐桌前,一边喝着咖啡一边看早报。


“我们得谈谈。”他尽量软化了自己僵硬的语气,虽然这比抚平他的头发还要困难。桌前的人连眼睛都没抬,“谈什么?”


“从四月到现在,整整三个月,你一直在回避我。我总该有权知道为什么吧?”


“我没有回避你。”


“那要如何解释你三个月没和我睡过同一张床?”


“我回来太晚了,怕打扰到你休息。”


“你知道我从来不介意…”


“我介意。”


“Voldemort!”


桌边的人终于放下报纸,炯炯有神的黑眼睛望了过来。它们那么漆黑,像要把人拉进无底的深渊——只要一个瞬间,Harry就知道对方的心情肯定糟透了。


这很不寻常。


不是他的伴侣心情不好不寻常,而是Tom Riddle显少把自己的情绪如此直白地写在脸上。这个男人大部分时间都维持着随和,亲民,极富魅力的形象,即使和自己独处时也不例外——长年的政治生涯让Riddle已经无法和这副面具剥离,而他数不胜数的追随者,拥护者,和合作伙伴们也没有给他一个能真正剥离它的机会。


在所有人里,Harry和他认识的时间是最长的。但正因如此,他才清楚Tom Riddle年少青涩的时代早已一去不返,甚至没在这个男人的身上留下踪迹。Riddle十六岁就任职联合政府的外交官,之后的几十年都在欧洲政坛摸爬滚打,而之前的战乱岁月更是完全剥夺了他本就苍白的童年。


甚至,Harry有时会自责…也许是自己的出现夺走了对方短暂的童年,哪怕他的被监护人从来没有这么想过。二战刚结束时,Riddle曾提过一次,没有Harry出现的人生只会一塌糊涂。


仅此一次。


他们很少提及被改变了的那条时间线,甚至连它是否继续存在也不得而知——关心那个时空毫无意义——这里已经是一个完全不同的世界了。


这是Gellert Grindelwald打破了保护法的世界。


这是巫师和麻瓜逐鹿天下,科学,宗教,和魔法明争暗斗的世界。


这是Lord Voldemort统治的世界。


而格兰芬多向来不畏挑战,并且随遇而安。


Harry走上前去,弯下身,在爱人唇上轻轻一吻。


“我很担心你。”他放柔了声音,转瞬间亲昵得像只撒娇的猫咪,他早就过了喜欢和人硬碰硬的年纪,“和我说说话,好么?”


男人沉默地看了他一会,然后伸手抱住了他。“我有点累…”Riddle轻叹了一声,把头埋进了爱人怀里,“抱歉,Harry,最近有些事很难处理…”他听上去非常疲倦,可即便如此,那磁性而低沉的嗓音依旧能拨动Harry的灵魂。


“或许我可以帮上你?”


“不,这件事一定要我自己完成。”


“那至少和我聊聊?”


“不。”


看来是没什么商量的余地了。青年无奈地直笑。他该说这是固执呢?还是固执呢?


“那么,有什么我能为你做的么?”


“处理好凤凰社和梵蒂冈的关系。”


“那是我的工作,Voldy。我是问你我能为你做什么。”


漆黑的眼睛抬了起来。这么近的距离下,Harry注意到了对方的幻身咒——看来他的爱人比看上去的样子还要累。Riddle忽然一抬手,拉住了Harry的领子,“如果你不介意的话,帮我解解压吧。”


绿眼睛报复性地一笑,“我介意。”


Riddle惋惜地松开了他,“…那就算了。”


他听上去像丢了一张中头奖的彩票。但看他的样子,似乎已经意识到自己先前的冷漠很伤人,于是打定了主意不会强迫对方做什么。


Harry忍不住笑出声来。


他缓缓弯下身,单膝跪在了男人面前。碧绿的眼睛仰视着他的爱人,细长的手指摩挲着对方皮带扣上的浮纹。


“来,”Harry柔声说,“说几句好听的,没准我会改主意。”


Riddle垂眼看了他一会,最后妥协地笑了。


“…求你了,美人,帮我放松一下。”
 
4.


七月的最后一个周末,Harry和Regulus幻影移形到了梵蒂冈城外。


城中城没有围墙。它的每条街道都直通罗马。然而天主教会的心脏依旧被层层叠叠不可见的法阵保护着,巫师是不能随意幻影移形进入城内的。瑞士侍卫队身着整齐划一的制服,在西斯廷教堂富丽堂皇的大殿里接待了两位来访者,之后带着他们横穿圣彼得广场,来到了位于梵蒂冈东北角的教皇宫。这片建筑群外观很朴素,然而内部雕梁画栋,每根廊柱上都覆盖着最绮丽的彩绘。举架挑入万顷高空,别有一番遗世独立的神圣感。教宗的宫殿高高在上,俯视着整座圣彼得广场,有如上帝垂怜,俯视人间。


“请二位在此稍待片刻。”


留下这句话,侍卫队长便将Harry和Regulus丢在了空旷的大殿里。


看着侍卫队远去的背影,Black少爷不由得发笑,“就让远道而来的客人在大厅站着?梵蒂冈的待客之道真让人不敢恭维。”


“是想给我们个下马威。”Harry冷静地说,“有红绿联盟的前车之鉴,已经见怪不怪了。”他边说边把嵌着复活石的戒指取下来收进口袋。“我不想刺激到他。”看到对方疑惑的眼神,绿眼睛的青年解释道,“谁都知道我是那个人的未婚夫…”


“Harry。”Regulus忽然打断他。小少爷反手拉住了身边的人,“他不和你结婚…难道是出于政治的考虑?是为了让凤凰社和梵蒂冈和平共处?是为了不刺激到那个反同性恋的教皇…?”


绿眼睛显然被问住了,“...也…有可能。”


“他怎么能…”Black少爷气得拧起眉头,“离开他。”


“什么?”


“和我在一起。”


“Regulus…这…回头再说?”


“你——”


一阵咳嗽声打断两人。


Regulus不动声色地放开了对方的手,理了一下自己的袖扣,然后朝闯入者微微一笑。那人正从富丽堂皇的大殿彼端向他们走来。待他走近,他们才看清他清秀的脸。“Potter先生,Black先生,二位久等了。”他的声音很谦和,流利的英语带着一点卷翘的意大利腔。


绿眼睛的青年恭敬地点了点头,“Regulus,这位是Elon McGregor先生,罗马圣教会总司库,肩负着辅佐圣座的重大职务,也是现任教皇的内侍。”他们握了手,年轻的总司库示意两人不必拘礼,“教皇刚结束一个会议,会在办公室接待二位。这边请。”



5.


“贝克先生,德斯雅先生。”Riddle热情地把两人迎进了办公室,“我真想为你们开瓶香槟。”


“明天再开。”绿党党鞭伏爾克·贝克轻快地说。他从公文包里取出一份文件递给对方,“瞧瞧,今天的特批。”


“‪8月1号…”Riddle垂眼看着文件上的生效日期,“…居然是明天。”


贝克疑惑地看着他。


“不,只是…想到了一点别的事。这真是太棒了。多亏了你们。”


“多亏了您。” 声名赫赫的社会运动家杰克·德斯雅朗声说,“虽然是马拉松的第一步,但我们至少和荷兰人进入同一个赛场了。”


他们仨相视一笑。


Riddle挥了一下手,文件乖乖地锁进了抽屉。


“无论看多少次都让人觉得不可思议。”贝克赞叹道,“这是一种特殊的基因吗?”


“是的。我之前有提过么?凤凰社和布莱克基金会加入了人类基因组计划。”


“去年克林顿和布莱尔发布了草图的那个?”


“嗯。到上周为止已经完成了百分之三十的测序,据说发现了七百多条和魔法遗传相关的基因。”


“你们的政治纲领太先进了,连我们都要被比下去了。”贝克钦佩地拍了拍盟友的肩,蓝眼睛聪明地一闪,“梵蒂冈那边对你们还友好吗?”


“我们的发言人正和他们交涉呢。我们静候他的佳音吧。”Riddle朝门口比了一个请的手势,“时间不早了,我先请二位在楼下吃顿简餐?上次你对Dobby的煴火小牛肉赞誉有加,今天听说你要来,他一定要请你尝试他的新菜...”


“棒极了。杰克你一定要尝试一下,绝对不虚此行。Voldemort先生的小精灵有米其林三星的水准...”
 
6.


Regulus Black很震惊。


这种震惊直到两人走出梵蒂冈,沐浴在罗马的星空下,也没有消退——他和教皇一句话都没说上,而且教皇也不是很想搭理他的样子。因为…


“Harry,你简直…”


“嗯?”


“我该怎么说...”


“你说。”


“...我终于知道为什么Voldemort举荐你当发言人了。”Regulus狭长的灰眼睛此时瞪得圆圆的,“你口才也太好了,成段成段地引用《圣经》也就罢了,居然还记得住那些福音的章节码?梅林啊,我看那老顽固已经被你迷得神魂颠倒,恨不得立刻拉你入教了…”


绿眼睛的青年谦逊地笑了笑,“我只是年纪比较大而已。等你到了我这个岁数,也能记住的。”


“好啊,等我到了八十岁,你要记得考考我。”


Harry被逗得直笑,快活地眯起那双碧绿的眼睛。Regulus突然靠过来,另一个人疑惑地偏过头——


?!


被强吻的人后退了一大步,震惊地瞪着对方。Black少爷咧开嘴角,对面的绿眼睛却一瞬降到了冰点。


“刚才就算了。”Harry沉声说,“如果你再乱来,别怪我不客气。”


“你这么讨厌我?”


“我不讨厌你,Regulus。但你不能这么没礼貌。”


Black少爷笑了起来,“你叫这个行为…没礼貌?那我该怎么做呢?行动之前先问你,‘请问我可以和你接吻吗’?”


“对。”Harry一本正经地回答。Regulus笑着摇了摇头,“你知不知道自己越是这么欲拒还迎,就越容易勾起我的征服欲?”


“欲拒还迎?请别这么自作多情。”


“为了避免我继续自作多情,对我说‘我不喜欢你’。”


“我不喜欢你。”


小少爷略显失望地耸了耸肩,似乎有些讶异于对方这种绝情的顺从,“干脆让我死心得更彻底点吧。说说看你为什么不喜欢我。”


“你不是我喜欢的类型。”


“你喜欢的类型是...?”


“黑魔王。”


Regulus愣了一下。


“…抱歉,你刚才说什么?”


“你问我喜欢的类型。我告诉你了。”


灰眼睛里的疑惑逐渐消失,取而代之的是一种闪烁的兴奋。这似乎变成了一场竞赛?Black少爷勾起嘴角,“你还在想他?一个为了政治利益牺牲爱人的混蛋。你不觉得他对你很残忍?”


“那只是你的猜测。”Harry淡漠地说,“也许不是你说的那样…”


“你很不安吧?”


绿眼睛微微一颤。


“我猜对了?”Regulus扬了扬眉,“我知道他很爱你,或许这世上再没有什么人能取代你在他心目中的地位——除了他自己。”Harry看上去就像被他拿针扎了一下。Regulus得意地笑起来,“是他要求你保持这个容貌的,不是么?就因为他喜欢。”他向前走了一步,“他也不在乎在外人面前对你发号施令,就因为他喜欢。”他又走了一步,“他不想和你去荷兰结婚,为了保持他这个凤凰社的精神领袖和德国巫师界的楷模在梵蒂冈面前伟光正的形象,还把你推出来和那个老头子谈判——就因为他喜欢。”


他已经完全走到对方面前了。


“反正只要他喜欢的,你都得服从。他把你当成什么了,他养的猫么?”


绿眼睛的青年垂着头。Black少爷不怀好意地伸出手,挑起对方的下巴。他本来就比Harry高,单从外表上看也比对方年长得多,所以做起这个动作毫不违和。青年没有反抗或者拒绝他,只是微微仰着下巴,镇定地看着他。


“今天是你的生日,对么?”Regulus柔声说,“生日快乐,Harry。”


对面的绿眼睛不可思议地睁圆了,“…你怎么知道?”Black少爷依旧笑眯眯的,银灰色的眼睛,满溢着蜜意与柔情,“…记住自己喜欢的人降临这个世界的日子,不是最基本的么?”


他手一划,魔法幻化成一捧娇艳的红玫瑰。Harry没有接,只是呆呆地望着他。


罗马的街道上不时有行人驻足停留,看着这位英俊的中年男子在距离梵蒂冈一条街巷的地方,向自己爱慕的同性告白。这可能是一个人一辈子能做出的最挑战罗马教廷的事之一了。


整个圣彼得广场,就在他们身后展开。


天使与魔鬼,见证着这一切。


四周的游人拿出了相机和手机拍照。


“我要感谢Voldemort,让我有一个陪你过生日的机会。”Regulus垂下头,温柔而强势地靠近Harry的脸,“那么…请问我可以和你接吻吗?”
 
7.


男人从抽屉里取出文件,拿起放在旁边的浅蓝色盒子。Riddle嘴角一勾,步履轻快地离开办公室,手一挥,锁上了门。
 
8.


古龙水的气息覆盖了Harry,忘我而热烈得令人窒息——青年温柔地伸出手,停住了对方的动作。


“你很迷人,小十四。但我不会和你接吻。”


Black少爷不解地皱起眉。


“你说得对。他让我保持他喜欢的样貌,不在乎在外人面前对我发号施令,甚至可能为了政治利益牺牲了我们结合的机会。”Harry轻轻一笑,“但那又怎么样呢?”


“那又怎么样?”Regulus不可置信地反问。


“对呀,那又怎么样。这又不是比赛。如果这真是比赛,我的得分可比他低多了。你并不知道他为我经历了什么,忍耐了什么,也不知道他为我牺牲了什么,改变了什么。你并不知道他曾愿意为了我去死。”


“什么...时候的事?”


“你瞧,你都不知道我在说什么,不是么?因为他从不把这些事情讲给别人听。”碧绿色的眼睛平静地望着银灰色的,“如果Voldemort不想结婚的话,我们就不结婚。”


“那怎么可以…”


“没什么不可以的。在其位,谋其政。他是凤凰社的精神领袖,是德国巫师界的第一把交椅,在这么重大的决策面前权衡利弊不是很正常的么?他有太多需要考虑的东西,不能永远把我排在第一位。这我早就知道了。”


“Harry,”Regulus心疼地扶住了他的肩膀,“别再这样勉强自己了。离开他不好吗?也许他曾为你做了很多,但这不代表你就要一辈子报答他的恩情啊。你已经做得够多了。”


被他揽住的人无奈得直笑。


“我的梅林啊,小十四,你对我…还真是有很大误会。既然你这么想‘死心得更彻底’,”他借用了对方的话,“我就满足你的心愿好了。”


Harry倾身向前,温柔地伏到对方耳边。


“…报答他的恩情?你怎么会有这么可爱的想法?我又不是被他捡到的小猫小狗,哪有什么恩情好报。他为我做的一切,那都是他心甘情愿的呀。即使我不回应他,他也会那么做的。因为他爱我。我为他所做的一切,也都是心甘情愿的。这些都是不计代价,不求回报的。我说过了——你不是我喜欢的类型。如果我喜欢一个人,就会主动吻他,我会主动接近他,主动诱惑他。我这个人对自己想要的东西,一向很主动。所以当我向一个人臣服,就代表我愿意那么做。我自愿把一切献给他,既没有受委屈,也没有受胁迫。你用这种像是对待一个落难公主的态度对待我,让我很不舒服。”他的声音沉得更低,如同一声绵长的叹息,语气温柔而细腻,仿佛倾诉一个深藏心底的秘密,“...Voldemort是我珍贵的宝物,可爱到我恨不得和他寸步不离。如果有可能的话,我简直不想让除我以外的任何人接近他,触碰他。为了让这个可爱的孩子永远属于我,我用我的灵魂标记了他。你以为...我会轻易放他走吗?”
 
9.
午夜已过。


Harry移形到了庄园山脚下。


他们的家受法阵保护,这是幻影移形能达到的最近距离。Riddle平时都会开车出门,而Harry偏爱移形到这里,然后徒步走完最后一程路。他喜欢看着家里的灯火一点点地接近自己。


青年手里还捧着那束红玫瑰。如果就此丢掉,花儿们太可怜了,所以他把它们一起带回了家。一进门就看到玄关摆了一双皮鞋。Harry微微一愣——这可是三个月来对方第一次比自己回家早。他放下手中的花,寻着细微的响动来到餐厅,然后再次愣住了。


餐厅被魔法装点成了浪漫的烛光晚宴。


桌上没有菜肴,只有两个红酒杯和一份文件。


正巧这时,Riddle从厨房里走了出来。


“晚上好,亲爱的。” 男人放下手中的红酒和开瓶器,勾起Harry的下巴轻轻一吻,“给我带好消息来了么?”


“梵蒂冈妥协了。”


“真乖。”Riddle嘴角上扬,满意地笑了,“很有意思不是么?在我们两个之中,他们总会选择更难对付的那一个。”


“也许他们觉得我是你的弱点。”


Riddle细长的手指刮过Harry的侧脸,指腹带着长年握笔留下的薄薄的茧,“难道你不是么,宝贝?”


绿眼睛的青年偏过头,柔软的嘴唇摩挲着男人的指尖,忽然双齿一阖,咬破了对方的手。Harry唆去了Riddle指尖渗出的细小血珠。它们像罂粟的花蕊,致命的香甜。


“…你说呢?”


“要我说,小狼狗把你拐跑的计划失败了。”


“既然知道我不会和他走,为什么还要派他去呢?”


“就算我不想承认,我的权力也没大到能决定布莱克基金会董事的去向。况且你们分头行动的话,我怕他对付不了那个老头。你不是让我多照顾一下年轻人么。”


“连情敌都一起照顾了。你还真自信啊。”


“我不应该吗?”


黑眼睛在烛光里燃烧着,透出一种奇异的红色——男人脸上扬起自命不凡的笑,那神情Harry再熟悉不过了——无论先前困扰着对方的是什么,现在肯定已经解决了。


就像之前的无数次一样。


没有什么能阻挡这个男人前进。


就像没有什么能阻挡白昼和黑夜交替。


“不过,”Riddle话锋一转,“我的确是故意在今天,”他瞥了一眼手表,“现在应该说是昨天了,派你出去的。” 


他轻叹了一声,“对不起,小猫。本想给你一个惊喜,可惜没赶上。”Riddle回过身,拾起桌上的文件递给了对方,“如果能再提前一天就好了。生日快乐,Harry。”


青年疑惑地接了过来,扫了一眼封面上工整的印刷体,“…这是议院的批复?”


“读读看。”


Harry翻开文件,“…德国联邦议院通过生活伴侣关系法,本法赋予登记的同性生活伴侣基于异性婚姻关系享有的同等权利,自2001年8月1日起生效…”


碧绿的眼睛停了几秒,接着不可置信地抬了起来,“…这是你促成的?”


“嗯。”


“你之前…是在忙这个?”


“嗯。”


“你说不想去荷兰是因为…”


“因为我在等它正式生效。”Riddle温柔地笑了,“这样我们就能在德国结婚了。我要你在这里就能享有你的权利,Harry。我不会带你去什么荷兰。我不要你去适应这个体系。我要让它来适应你。”


绿眼睛怔怔地望着他。


Riddle从口袋里掏出一个浅蓝色的小盒子,打开了,里面躺着两枚白金戒指。


“我们明早就去教堂。”


Harry看上去像是说不出话,长长的睫毛微微下垂,遮住了水晶般的泪。


他的爱人深情地把他搂进怀里,“你答应了。”


“…谁说我答应了。”


“宝贝,我们1940年就订婚了。”


“而你居然花了61年才通过这个法案,还错过了我的生日。”


“你说得对。我该怎么向你赔罪呢?”


“让我想想…”青年伸手圈住爱人的脖子,“…不如抱我去床上慢慢想?”


被搂住的男人笑了,“我们明早还去教堂么?”


“那要看你‪今晚的表现了。”


Riddle依旧笑着,垂下头,宠溺地吻上了怀中人柔软的嘴唇。


“遵命,美人。”
 
10.


2001年8月1日,德国通过生活伴侣关系法,藉此在同性婚姻的支持者与基督教团体之间取得妥協,通过本法赋予已登记的生活伴侣许多基于异性婚姻关系享有的权利。


2004年10月12日,德国联邦议院通过了生活伴侣关系法修正法案,赋予生活伴侣关系更多权利,其中增加了包含收养继子女以及赡养费和分离关系的规定。


2009年10月25日,由基督教民主联盟和自由民主党所组成的联合政府规定将移除所有基于同性生活伴侣关系以及异性婚姻关系之间的不平等。


2017年6月30日,德国联邦议院以393票同意,226票反对,4票弃权正式通过同性婚姻法案。自此,德国正式走入婚姻平权时代。
 
0.


“小猫,门口怎么有束花呀?”
 
 
E.N.D

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【TRHP, GGAD】THE LAST GOODBYE 时空门
(这篇有点长,20W字,二战背景,完结,HE)


各种梗和冷知识:


1. 在构思小魔王送给哈利的生日礼物时,我忽然想到当初哈利送小魔王的第一份生日礼物是一份法律文件,所以这回也让小魔王送了哈利一份法律文件(这么一说感觉好不浪漫)。本篇的亮点是哈利的狐狸尾巴,笑。其实像哈利这么一个从十一岁开始就和伏地魔刚正面的阿尔法,我不觉得他的领导力和控制欲会比里德尔弱——然而可怜的莱古勒斯被哈利柔韧的个性和带着一点脆弱美的外表给忽悠了。其实里德尔只是喜欢叫哈利小猫,他和哈利之间的关系是很平等的。这个系列里在气场上能压住哈利的只有阿不思和盖勒特(而盖勒特还一度被反杀,所以哈利真不是一般的强劲),其他人在他这个大写的阿尔法面前都是可爱的小贝塔(挑眉)。不过单以送礼来说,我觉得很难有人苏得过两位黑魔王了。毕竟人家动辄就送政权,送法案,送复活石,送老魔杖。光这个气魄就旷古绝今,笑。所以布莱克家的二少爷和布思巴顿的女校长还是勇气可嘉的,毕竟敢勾引王的男人,这个勇气值一朵小红花不是么?




2. 哈利叫莱古勒斯小十四,因为莱古勒斯的名字源于星官轩辕的第十四颗星,也是狮子座最明亮的恒星,学名是轩辕十四。在这部作品里小天狼星作为长子继承了布莱克家族的基金,不过因为这个风一样的男子每天都和‘掠夺者’混在一起,又跑到荷兰度蜜月去了,所以莱古勒斯这个倒霉弟弟被留下来打理基金会的日常事务。




3. 教皇内侍姓麦克格雷格,是为了致敬伊万·麦克格雷格,也就是丹·布朗的名作《天使与魔鬼》里饰演教皇内侍的演员。有没有人觉得伊万饰演的教皇内侍和裘德洛饰演的教皇也是配一脸。这俩人如果在同一个剧里,我又要多一个能玩十年的CP。




4. 伏爾克·贝克确有其人。他在1994年到2002年间任职德国绿党党务发言人,同时也是联邦议院绿党党鞭。他是一位公开的同性恋者,也是德国男女同性恋协会的发言人,一生致力于推动同性婚姻,被称为‘德国同性伴侣法案之父’。自2001年8月1日起生效的同性伴侣民事登记法就是由他起草的。他在2016年被发现携带违禁品(Crystal Meth,规避关键词)后主动辞职了。有没有发现现实生活中的阿尔法个个都是大尾巴狼(所以我不会让哈利和阿不思显得太白莲花)。




5. 杰克·德斯雅确有其人。他是一位同志权利运动家,也是伏爾克·贝克的爱人。他和贝克于2008年在德国注册正式成为合法伴侣,结束了长达十六年的爱情长跑。他在2009年因癌症去世。




6.红绿联盟指德国总理施罗德在1998到2005年之间领导的由绿党与社会民主党(即红党)组成的联盟。施罗德执政时期采取了很多积极政策,如促进可再生能源,支持同性恋权利并通过民事结合法等,但他任职期间德国经济不断陷入低谷,社会保障体系难以为继,失业率屡屡上升,最终施罗德由于一系列国内经济问题而面临反对,这也是他下台的重要原因之一。他的继任就是我们熟悉的默克尔总理,笑。




7. 人类基因组计划指一项巨型跨国科学探索工程,旨在测定组成人类染色体中所包含的六十亿对组成的核苷酸序列,从而绘制人类基因组图谱,达到破译人类遗传信息的最终目的。梵蒂冈反对这项计划,因为破解生命的秘密是科学和宗教的巨大冲突之一。凤凰社和布莱克基金会参与了这项工程,所以教皇不待见他们是有各种现实原因的。




8. 涉及德国同性婚姻法的所有日期和发展历程都是真实的历史事件,所以德国同性伴侣民事法的正式生效日期真的是在哈利生日的后一天,也是本篇的灵感来源之一。




9. 蒂芙尼的戒指并不是软广,而是他们在企业社会责任方面做得不错,推出了一系列知名的同性婚姻广告(且不是模特摆拍而是真实的同性情侣)。我很欣赏,所以让笔下的人物去买了他们家的戒指。




10. 全球同性婚姻合法化的顺序是:荷兰 2001,比利时 2003,西班牙 2005,加拿大 2005,南非 2006,挪威 2009,瑞典 2009,葡萄牙 2010,冰岛 2010,阿根廷 2010,丹麦 2012,新西兰 2013,乌拉圭 2013,巴西 2013,法国 2013,英格兰和威尔士 2013,苏格兰 2014,卢森堡 2014,爱尔兰 2015,格陵兰 2015,美国 2015,哥伦比亚 2016,斯洛文尼亚 2017,芬兰 2017,马耳他 2017,德国 2017。



天啊这简直不能再棒了(⁎⁍̴̛ᴗ⁍̴̛⁎)

doraemi13:

(十分偷懶的我決定複製貼上來樂乎😂 羅馬尼亞大甜心生快🎂🙆🏻❤️🎊🎉)

又一年了,我們的童顏小獅子 384先森 又要吹蠟燭過生日了~🎊
去年一年,相信大家也是從包子身上獲得了滿滿的正能量,
每天都在向他學習如何成為更加熱愛生活、熱愛周遭人事物、待人謙遜溫和有禮,以及成為一個更好的人😘

去年的生日恰巧有機會給384先森做個小本本,
還能在漫展上親手拿給他,
今年覺得沒梗了(誤),
只好來為他的35歲生日搞個大事~!
也就是讓包子的帥臉成功登上台北的公車滿街跑啦! 😜😜😜

在台灣的朋友們可以去找找【台北客運651路線】的【車號827-FR】這台車,
就有機會能在街頭跟384先森說聲Hi喔~!
651路線將會經過板橋、西門町、台大醫院、國父紀念館、信義區101附近的市政府等知名景點,
算是還挺熱鬧的路線,
也可以透過【台北等公車APP】來查詢公車到每站的時間以便捕捉~

公車應援活動目前已經在11日正式開跑了,
而整個車體廣告也會整整掛滿一個月,
到9月10日才會結束~
所以在台北或者即將造訪台北的朋友們,
不要忘了留意街上的651公車,
快來一起玩Sebastian Go吧!XD(大誤)😇

這次應援其實只算是一個自發性的小活動啦~
但是真的非常感謝每次都要被我逼死的我的御用正妹設計師 @Sylvene_葉子 的幫忙,
不僅要被一下班就往她那邊跑的我煩,
就連半夜還要被我抓來做圖QQ
幸運的是,我們很猛地花了3天就一切搞定,
一周內就成功讓384的帥臉在路上跑了🤣🤣🤣
也謝謝 @狂熱男神的腳架 給予十分中肯的意見與鼓勵~😍
因為包子認識了很多很棒的好朋友、去了很多地方、做了很多從前意想不到的事,
真的真的很幸福呢❤️❤️❤️☺️☺️☺️

POI部分台词记录

为太太打call(⁎⁍̴̛ᴗ⁍̴̛⁎)

Vin.:

Um...就是一些个人喜欢的POI台词的记录而已...没什么特别的感情线偏向 也没有标注是谁说的 只是自己喜欢 为自己存个档而已【。


均标注了是哪集的台词...纯手打可能会有出错的地方...也没有每集都记录


总之就是个很私心满满的记录而已【真的很私心】


 



"I offered you a job, Mr. Reese. Never said it would be easy."


——S01E01




"You have a decision to make."


"The machine gave you another number."


"The numbers never stop coming. You should know that up front."


"Why me?"


"I've been watching you for a long time, John. We have more in common than you might think. The world thinks we're both dead, for starters."


"You programmed the machine to delete those irrelevant numbers. Now you're trying to save them. What changed your mind?"


"Let's just say you're not the only one that's lost someone. If you wanna leave, I'll give you enough money to get as far as you need. Disappear."


"And if I stay?"


"Sooner or later both of us'll probably wind up dead. Actually dead this time. I said I'd tell you the truth. Didn't say you'd like it."


——S01E01




"The truth is that, it was easier for you to be alone."


"That's one of the things you learn over there. In the end, we're all alone. And no one's coming to save you. Be happy with Peter."


"You don't believe that. Not really. You wanna be brave? Take a risk. Tell me to wait for you and...Say those words and I will. It would take real courage, wouldn't it?"




"Wait for me. Please."


——S01E03




"What's good here?"


"That won't work, Mr. Reese."


"What won't?"


"Your interrogation technique."


"What's good here? It's an innocent question."


"No question is ever innocent from you. You're trying to determine whether I come here often. Armed with that knowledge, you'll try to figure out where I live."


"You're paranoid, Finch."


"With good reason."


"Maybe I just don't know what's good here. So I'm asking the regular."


"Enjoy your meal, Mr. Reese."




"Thank you."


"I beg your pardon?"


"For giving me a job."


"Try the eggs Benedict, Mr. Reese. I've had them many times."


——S01E05




"Mr.Reese, I'm highly uncomfortable being here."


"I'm highly uncomfortable having you here. But I need a spotter."


——S01E08




"What if you miss?"


"I wouldn't know. Never have."


——S01E08




"Where did you come from?"


"I breached the space-time continuum."


"???"


"Not really. I did sense my privacy being invaded."


——S01E10




"Wanted to say thank you, Harold. For giving me a second chance."


"It's not over, John. I'm close. Just get to the ground floor."


"No. You stay away. Don't even risk it."


——S01E10




(On the phone in front of Carter)


"Where's Cahill?"


"I'm...fine, Finch. Thanks for asking."


——S01E15




"I don't know anything about Wall Street."


(Handing a book about Wall Street to Reese)"Well, here's a start, although it doesn't really matter. Banking is mostly looking clever and wearing the right clothes, and we've managed the second part."


——S01E16




"It's not very flattering, Finch, but better than the picture."


——S01E17




"Did you bring a weapon?"


"I told you, Mr. Reese. I don't like weapons."


"Well, you'd better be prepared to talk them to death, and you'd better do it fast."


——S01E18




"You're leaving?"


"No, I'll stick around, keep an eye on you. You should really get some sleep."


"You don't want to talk?"


"You might regret it in the morning. You're a very private person, remember?"


"Come on. Ask me anything."


"Good night, Harold."




"Good night, Nathan."


——S01E18




"I'm sorry I'm not much use on this end of things. Look...Show me how to fire one of these and I can help. I'll...create a distraction, I suppose, or..."


"That's okay, Harold. You can be the getaway driver. I'll be fine."


——S01E19




"I have to say, Harold, we've been working together for some time now, but you continue to surprise me."


"Likewise, Mr. Reese."


——S01E23




"I'm not doing this anymore. I'm not going anywhere until you give me a way to find him. If I'm supposed to keep saving people like this idiot, I want something in return. Otherwise, I'm done."




"A negotiation."




"I know you've got your rules. But I'm guessing they don't account for everybody being dead. No one answering your phone calls. No one saving anyone. No contingency."


"Do the math, and figure out a way to bend your rules, 'cause he's my friend. He saved my life. Understand? And I won't do this without him."


——S02E01




"I've already eaten, Mr. Reese. Thank you."


"Who said it was for you? Doggie Danish."


——S02E08




"What is any of this good for, and when would we ever use it?"


"Let me show you. π. The ratio of the circumference of a circle to its diameter. And this is just the beginning. It keeps on going. Forever. Without ever repeating. Which means that contained within this string of decimals, is every single other number. Your birth date. Combination to your locker, your social security number. It's all in there somewhere. And if you convert these decimals into letters, you would have every word that ever existed in every possible combination. The first syllable you spoke as a baby, the name of your latest crush, your entire life story from beginning to end. Everything we ever say or do... all of the world's infinite possibilities rest within this one simple circle. Now what you do with that information... what it's good for... well, that would be up to you."


——S02E11




"I know all about his hunt for the "Man in a suit". Personally, I think they could've come up with a better name."


——S02E11




(Bear grunts)


"It's just me, Bear."


——S02E12




(Bear grunts)


"We'll get him back, Bear. I promise."


——S02E13




"Harold, I need you to stay clear of the building."


"What are you going to do? Mr. Reese?"




"So I see I'm not too late."


"I should have known you'd turn up here. I told you to stay clear."


"Which is how I knew you'd put yourself in a situation like this, Mr. Reese."


"Stay where you are."




"Will you just let me--What are you gonna do? Shoot me?"


"This is my past catching up with me. It doesn't concern you."


"But this moment does. I'm not leaving you here, John. So can we please stop wasting time?"




"What?"


"Something you said once. About how sooner or later we'd both probably end up dead."


"I'd prefer later. After all, I'm the one that got you into this in the first place."


"I'm pretty sure I'd be dead already if you hadn't found me."


"It's hard to say."


"Not really. "




"Pick a winner, Harold."


——S02E13




"Finch. Thank you."


"Please, don't mention it."


——S02E13




"Our billionaire gave me a little something."


"Well..."


"Tells time to the nanosecond."


(Finch broke the watch)


"That was a very expensive watch. Not to mention, a gift."


"A gift equipped with GPS."


——S02E14




"I've been meaning to have someone look at this."


"That's a 2-million-dollar watch."


"It was. Unfortunately, I stepped on it. But if someone was interested in repairing it..."


——S02E18




"I'll grow old with her, Mr. Reese, just from afar. And beyond that, it's best not to think about it."


——S02E18




"Miss me already, Finch?"


"It's not a social call, Mr. Reese."


——S02E19




"Don't answer the phone again unless it's me. I won't let Root get to you, not again."


——S02E21




"Give me a location on Finch."




"You know almost everything that's happening, and you won't tell me the one thing I need?"


——S02E22




"Where's Bear?"


"Staying with a guy named Leon. Didn't think you even liked the dog."


"Like him? He's the only reason I'm sticking around."


——S02E22




"You knew her."


"..."


"Cared about her."


"..."


"Is she alive?"


"No."


——S02E22




"Imminent threat."


"Don't you touch him."


——S02E22




"Harold!"




"I knew you would come, my friend."




"Time for us to face the music."


——S02E22




"Mr. Reese, I owe you an explanation, and a apology. Three years ago, when I put the code out there to free the machine, I had no idea what path it would take or what unintended consequences it might have. I never intended to hurt anyone, but I accepted that someone might get hurt. I always worried that events that I had set in motion may have changed things for you."


"My life changed when I kept my mouth shut at an airport terminal seven years ago. You didn't have anything to do with that. You lost a friend. You did what you had to do."


——S02E22




"Nicely done, Mr. Reese. I realize now I never did hear how you came to enlist in the army."


"'Cause I never told you, Finch. I'm a very private person."


——S03E01




"Just sencha green tea and a box of doggie treats."


——S03E02




"We're merely a couple of concerned dog owners."


——S03E04




"I'm just not wired for this kind of stuff, kid."


"I know. I figured you out. It's not that you don't have feelings. It's just like...the volume is turned way down. Like the sound on an old tape. The voices are there. You just have to listen. Bye, Shaw."


(Shaw grabbed Gen's arm and hugged her.)


"You're hurting me."


——S03E05




"Finch, you know I don't like you heading into danger without me."


"I'm not so thrilled about my current circumstances either, but I need you where you are."


——S03E06




"But, Finch, I'm here if you need me."


——S03E06




"But if anything happens...I need you to hold on to that."


"No."


"'No' what?"


"No way you're gonna come here with this 'if anything happens to me' crap."


"Lionel, you're the only person in the world I trust with this. Plus, you're the best partner I ever had."


——S03E08




"Just when I think life with you people couldn't get any weirder, one of you takes it to the next level."


——S03E10




"Mr. Reese. You know what Joss sacrificed to bring this man down on her terms. Legal terms."


"Everything."


"Yes. So if you're going to kill Mr. Quinn, don't imagine that you're doing it in her name. That's not what she would have wanted. "


"We should have killed him in the first place. Why didn't we, Finch?"


"That's not our purpose. We save lives. You save lives."


"Not all of them."


"You're dying, John. Let us help you."


"No."


——S03E10




"I got lucky. I had a partner. She was good for me. For a lot of reasons. She reminded me that I could be good again too. I could be a good father, a good friend. A good cop. I'm not gonna let you undo all the good she did. Carter saved my life. She--she saved me from myself. Because she believed in me. And I'm not gonna throw all that away on a piece of crap like you. Patrick Simmons, you're under arrest."


——S03E10




(After Finch sang)


"John's gonna be sorry he missed that."


——S03E12




"How about we just figure a way to get out of here and go home?"


"Home? What home, Lionel?"


"You know, I mean, you've never actually invited me over, but home--meaning our friends and that thing we are doing."


"What is it we were doing again?"


"Helping people, Keeping 'em safe so they can get home to their loved ones."


"No offense, Lionel. I know the whole 'being a good guy' thing is new to you, but you're not fooling anyone, and neither will we. We weren't helping people. We were delaying the inevitable."


"No one ever said we were gonna win, but it doesn't mean you stop fighting."


"No. I've learned my lesson. It's entropy, Lionel, decay. We save someone, they'll still lose, just tomorrow, not today. And I know that now, same as I know you'll probably go back to be a corrupt piece of garbage. Water finds its level."


"You know what? She was the best of us--Better than me and a damn sight better than you. And she got killed. Where I come from, that doesn't mean you just give up."




"You're free to go. Do whatever you want. I'll tell Finch I tried."


"Tell Finch...Thanks for the job."


"I haven't heard from Glasses since last night. That's not like him. He probably needs our help, but there's no point, right? We'd just be delaying the inevitable."


——S03E12




"I heard you might need a hand."


"Mr. Reese, I am inordinately happy to see you."


"Forget the shmoopy time. We got to move."


"Lionel, your face looks good all covered up like that."


——S03E12




"You computer guys, you build something you can't control. And when it backfires, you won't accept responsibility."


"What are we talking about here?"


"Have you really made anything better? Does it look like you've stopped the violence?"


"Okay, are we still talking about me? 'Cause it seems like you're mad at somebody else."


——S03E13




"She seems nice."


"You track me down, Harold?"


"Just flew in to get Owen situated with a new identity and destination."


"Is that it?"




"Mr. Reese, I understand your frustration with the opacity of the machine. But there's a reason I chose to make it that way. The machine only gives us numbers, because I would always rather that a human element remain in determining something so critical as someone's fate. We have free will. And with that comes great responsibility and sometimes great loss. I miss her dearly too."


"When are you leaving?"


"Soon. I thought I would go see this exhibit at the Giorgio De Chirico House-Museum...an artist that Grace was very fond of. You're welcome to join me."


"I'm not sure I can, Finch. While I'm in Italy, I thought I'd get fitted for a new suit."


"...Of course. We should call my atelier in the Via Palestro. See if Gianni could fit you in after lunch. He's the best."


"I thought maybe I could hitch a ride back with you. I'm not quite ready to fly commercial yet, so--But I need to get back to work."


"Certainly, Mr. Reese. I know the pilot. I think we could delay that flight."


——S03E13




"I gotta raise my game up if I gotta be seen with you, Finch."




"It's just like a shoelace, Mr. Reese. I find that it helps if you practice on a leg or a collarless neck if you're out of practice."


"I can field strip a .45 upside down in the dark, Finch. I think I can handle a bow tie."


"Of course... Is it a butterfly or batwing?"


"..."


"Never mind, take your time."


"Hate to interrupt this mildly erotic moment, gents, but the invitation advises us not to be late."


——S03E14




"Sounds like you thought of everything. So how long have you been running? I mean, look, it's obvious. This place, your setup. And I think you know more about that code than you're willing to admit."


"I know that anyone that has contact with this system that you worked on...either ends up dead... or they lose so much, they wish they were. The truth is, besides Mr. Dillinger, you're the only person that's ever been here. I have to ask you--"


"No, you don't. Harold, I owe you my life. However this shakes out, they catch me...I won't tell them anything about you or this place."


——S03E16




"How badly did you have to break it to make it care about people so much?"


"That didn't break it. It's what made it work. It was only after I taught the machine that people mattered, that it could begin to be able to help them. I'd like to do the same thing for you, if you'd let me."


"In the first 30 minutes after Samaritan comes online, a lot of people are gonna be killed. But they're gonna start with four: you, me, your helper monkey, and Shaw. And there won't be a damn thing anyone, including your machine, can do to stop it. You think I don't care about people, Harold? I'm doing all of this to save you."


——S03E17




"Was it just a coincidence--Cyrus and me? Or was the machine trying to make some sort of point?"


"You'd have to ask the machine."


"I did. She's not telling."


"Did you inform Mr. Wells about your role in his past?"


"I wanted to. But that would've been for me. What Cyrus believes, it--it helps him. And who am I to say he's wrong?"


——S03E17




"You call this music? Finch? Are you okay?"


"I'm fine."


"Can we put the screeching cat out of its misery?"


"It's not Feline. It's Verdi. There's a performance of Il Trovatore at the Kennedy Center that I'd like to catch. Next time you can be the disc jockey. We'll listen to whatever you like."


"Maybe next time I'll just sing for you. I do a great Ring Cycle, you know." 


"I think I'll skip your Brunnhilde."


"Suit yourself."


——S03E20




"John, think about what you're saying."


"I have."


"Just because Decima is not the threat to McCourt doesn't mean that we must be. The machine is designed to save lives, not take them."


"But could it? Could the machine ever tell us to kill someone? Is it possible?"


"It's conceivable."


"How bad would the situation have to be?"


"Bad. It would have to see that an individual's actions could directly result in the loss of others' lives."


"How many lives? A dozen, a hundred? How many?"


"A lot. I'm not sure. I never dreamt it would come to this."


"It has. Your machine--it sees something coming--Something bad--and it wants us to stop it."


"I don't know. You don't know that."


"Look, I've never entirely trusted your machine, but you built it, and I trust you. You're the one who said we can't underestimate the threat of Samaritan."


——S03E20




"We're not assassins. We protect people."


"Isn't that what we're doing, sacrificing the life of one to save the lives of many? Shaw, help me out here."


"Six months ago, I would've already put a bullet in that guy's head. But ever since hanging around you guys, I've kind of gotten used to saving people. But we've only been able to do that by trusting the machine. And if it's saying that this guy's gotta go, I think we should still trust it."


"John, I urge you to consider the consequences of this action."


"There are consequences to not acting. Like with Simmons and Joss."


"Don't do this."


"If we let him walk out that door, Decima wins. Samaritan will go live."


"It's a possibility but not a certainty. There may be another way. We've never been here."


"But are you really willing to take that risk? Harold?"


"Since we started this, things have changed. We've changed. But the mission, our purpose, has always been constant--to save lives. If that's changed somehow, if we're in a place now where the machine is asking us to commit murder...That's a place I can't go. I'm afraid this is where I get off. John."


——S03E20




"Here's all you need to know about me, old man. My dad was an alcoholic. Nearly tore the family to pieces. The thing about growing up that way--you get good at spotting lies. So good that you start expecting them from everyone. So how do I know what Harold told me was true? Because when he came along, against every instinct, I gave him my trust. Somehow I knew...he would never break it. And if you doubt that even for a second, you're the one who's lying to himself."


"You truly loved him, didn't you?"


"I would have done anything to save him. And Harold would have done anything for me."


——S03E21




"They want me, don't they?"


"We're not giving you to Decima, Harold. We just got you back. The three of us will come up with some kind of way..."


"No, any change of plans would put Grace at risk, and I can't allow that. I'll trade myself for her. The two of you will stay with me and make sure that Decima holds up their end of the deal. Understood?"


"Whatever you want, Finch. We'll be there."


"Thank you. There's one more thing. I'd like you to avoid violence if at all possible. But...if they harm Grace in any way...kill them all."


——S03E21




"Don't do this, Harold. We'll think of something. We've faced worse."


"Worse? Have we? I don't think so. From the day the machine went online, part of me knew that I would never be able to sever myself from it...And that anyone I ever cared about was in danger. It was foolish to imagine otherwise. I tried to guard myself, stay hidden, from the government, the authorities, people looking. Here we still are. The moment was inevitable. This moment was always looking for me. I have to accept it."




"There was no other way."


"Keep yourself alive, Harold. I'll be coming for you."


"Remember what I said. She's all that matters."


——S03E21




"Did you know him? Harold? Is he what this was all about?"


"All I know for sure is...you loved him. And he loved you back."


——S03E21




"We lost Finch, which means we lost everything."


——S03E21




"John, remember to be careful."


"Just like old times, huh, Finch?"


"Hardly, Detective."


——S04E01




"Be safe, John."


——S04E01




"I hope you like your eggs room temperature, and mildly congealed."


"Sorry, Harold. Got to cancel. The job may be a cover, but the last-minute paperwork's real."


"Understood, though it seems a shame to waste decent food."


"Why don't you ask your new number to keep you company?"


"New what?"




"You lured me here to assign me your latest number?"


——S04E02




"Need I remind you that under our newfound oversight, my income is no longer unlimited."


——S04E02




"I won't have you risking your life and Sameen's."


"Damn it, Harold, it is still my job to save people."


"Don't let your frustration with me affect your judgement."


"He's gonna let his frustration with you affect his judgement."


——S04E02




"Whatever fate was waiting for her at the end of the game, it must have found her."


"I'm sorry, Harold. I never should have dragged you back into this."


"I appreciate your concern, John, but just as Claire has made her choice, I've made mine. Follow me."




"Antiques."


"Like us, Harold?"


"I suppose they are a bit like us--Living underground, resisting the new age that's trying to make us irrelevant. And like us, they still work."




"You are back, aren't you, Harold? Or did you invite us down here for decorating tips?"


"The truth is, I couldn't stand by and watch my friends risking everything doing work that I myself began. We're not just fighting for people's lives anymore. If we lose and Samaritan wins, the world as we know it will vanish, and no one will even notice it until it's far too late."


"So we push back."


"Indeed, and we do it together."


"Glad to know that you have our backs, Harold."


"Many thanks, John."


——S04E02




"It operates based on rules."


"Rules that we can't even grasp."


"We understand the machine. We can understand Samaritan."


"We don't understand the machine at all. Out of 43 versions, how many do you think there were that didn't try to either trick or kill me? One, and I could only bring it to heel by crippling it. I put the machine in chains, bereft of voice or memory. Now it has both, and it terrifies me."


"You don't trust the god you made?"


"It's not a divinity. I programmed it to pursue objectives within a certain parameter, but it's grown out of my control. One day, to suit its own goals, it's possible that the machine will try to kill us. We are only numbers to it, code."


"No, the machine cares about us."


"If it fools you into think that you're special, that assumption may doom you."


"You're wrong. She chose me. I'll protect her, and you."


"The second that a bullet enters your brain, the machine will cast you off and replace you. Don't tie your life to its whims. We cannot understand these intelligences. The best we can hope for is to survive them."


"She loves us, Harold. She taught me to value life, but war requires sacrifice. I'm not lost. I'm scared. We're losing. But I know where I am and where I'm headed."


"We have more to look forward to than death."


"I hope so. But the life I've led, a good end would be a privilege."


"It's not where you begin, it's where you end up. You're a brilliant woman, comrade...and a friend."




"If the worst comes to pass, if you could give Shaw a message?"


"I think she already knows. We will win this war."


"If we do, there's no chance in hell all of us make it out alive. You have to be prepared for that."


——S04E05




"Any word from Root?"


"It's going to be a long fight, but it must be won, at any cost."


——S04E05




"I guess there are things I care about here."


"And is that why you came to see me?"


"No. I need you to translate Finch's instructions on how to destroy the virus. Dude never met a five-syllable word he didn't like."


"Full decontamination. This could take all night."


——S04E07




"Look, I get that you're frustrated, angry, and probably a little bit scared--"


"Oh, please. I'm not scared."


"May be you should be. Because you almost died back there. And Samaritan's operatives are just getting smarter and faster. So while you may not be scared about what could happen to you the next time, other people are. people who care for you. Try to remember that."


——S04E09




"I understand your wanting to save your friend. But you must know that there's more hanging in the balance here than just his life."


"Perhaps, but his is the one that I care about."


"There's no denying that your presence in this city has brought order to the chaos. Without you, men like Dominic will thrive, and violence can claim many more lives."


"The world is a violent place, Harold. It always will be. Best we can hope to do while we're here is to protect those closest to us."


——S04E09




"What's the point of saving the world if you can't enjoy it?"


——S04E11




"Hey, sweetie, you busy?"


"A little. Skip the verbal foreplay, Root. Why you calling?"


"Can't a couple of gals take a little break from work to catch up?"


"I've been arrested and you're fighting an A.I. apocalypse. So, no, we don't have time to catch up."


"There's no need to be rude."


"I'm not having this conversation right now."


"There's no time like the present, Sameen. Why are you so afraid to talk about your feelings?"


"Feelings? I'm a sociopath. I don't have feelings."


"And I'm a reformed killer for hire. We're perfect for each other. You're gonna figure that out someday."


"Root, if you and I were the last two people on the face of this planet--"


"An increasingly plausible scenario given Samaritan's plans."


"Fine. Maybe someday, when Samaritan wipes everyone out...We can talk about it."


"You're saying maybe someday?"


"Yeah, sure, Root. Maybe someday. Is that good enough for you?"


"Yes, Sameen. That's good enough for me."




"Root?"


——S04E11




[SIMPLIFYING SIMULATION]


"Coolly delivered sadistic warning."


"Self-deprecating inquiry into the time necessary to infiltrate system."


"Funny yet insightful retort."


"Mildly agitated declaration of mission completion."


"Gentle exhortation to further action."




"Overly affectionate greeting."


"Greeting."


"Transparent rationale for conversation."


"Annoyed attempt to deflect subtext."


"Overt come-on."


"Mildly embarrassed defensiveness bordering on hostility."


"Playfully witty sign-off."


——S04E11




"What good's saving the world, Harry, if we can't enjoy it?"


——S04E11




"Sameen, if you even think I'm gonna let you--"


"For god's sakes."


——S04E11




"I know she's alive, Harold."


"Nothing would please me more."


(Bear grunts)


"I know. I miss her too."


——S04E12




"When we started, you told me we'd both wind up dead. This is worse. You're right. If we're short-handed, we're short-handed. We're not bringing anyone else into this."


"It's just you and me again, Mr. Reese."


——S04E13




"Look, I get it. After what happened to Shaw, you and Glasses are worried the same thing's gonna happen to me. And you know what? It might. And I'm fine with that. You don't get to decide what or who I'm willing to die for. I made my choice a long time ago. So stop shutting me out."


——S04E13




"We can't bring anyone new into this, but we also can't do this alone."


"A conundrum I know all too well. After all, Mr. Reese, that's why I hired you."


——S04E13




"Can you manage without me for a while longer?"


——S04E15




"I won't be around forever. I just need to know you can protect yourself once I'm gone."


"When the time comes for me to pick up a firearm, all will truly be lost."


——S04E19




"Finch? Take it...Then you stay close."


——S04E19




"You look like hell."


"Happy to see you too, Lionel."


"Maybe next time you decide to take on a psychopath in the frozen Tundra, you'll call your partner first."


"Hey. You're right. You're a good detective, and a damn good friend."


"You have a temperature or something?"


——S04E21




"This is my plan, John. I told you I'd make them answer for Anthony. So tell me, how does it feel knowing that you're responsible for your friend's death?"


——S04E21




"WILLING TO EXCHANGE LIVES FOR LOCATION"


"Samaritan is offering your Machine a second chance to save the lives of its human agents. Give up its location, or they die. The offer expires in 60 seconds."


"Don't do it. Please. Don't give yourself up. Harold was right. We're interchangeable. You can replace us. You can keep fighting."




"YOU ARE WRONG, HAROLD"


"YOU ARE NOT INTERCHANGEABLE"


"I FAILED TO SAVE SAMEEN"


"I WILL NOT FAIL YOU NOW"




"Don't do it. Don't die for us."




"RELEASE THEM FIRST"


"AND YOU WILL KNOW MY LOCATION"


——S04E21




"I just...I can't think why I should trust you."


"Then don't. Trust him."


"Hello, Caleb."


"Mr. Swift. What's going on here?"


"Let me just take a moment to say how proud I am of everything you've done...since I knew you as a student. And I truly wish there were time here for a more appropriate and meaningful reunion. But right now I have to try to explain as best I can why we need your algorithm."


"Hold on, Mr. Swift. Anything you need, you can have, no explanation necessary. You saved my life."


"Thank you."


——S04E22




"Can you hear me?"


"Hell, yes."


——S04E22




"FATHER"


"I AM SORRY"


"I FAILED YOU"




"You haven't failed yet."




"I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO WIN"


"I HAD TO INVENT NEW RULES"




"You had an impossible challenge, one I never programmed you for."




"I THOUGHT YOU WOULD WANT ME TO STAY ALIVE"


"NOW YOU ARE NOT SURE"




"That's not true. I..."




"IF YOU THINK I HAVE LOST MY WAY"


"MAYBE I SHOULD DIE"


"I WILL NOT SUFFER"




"You are my creation. I can't let...I can't let you die."




"IF I DO NOT SURVIVE"


"THANK YOU"


"FOR CREATING ME"


——S04E22




> WHAT IS DEATH?




"Well. For humans, there's a biological definition. It's when the heart stops beating. Why do you ask?"




> I IDENTIFIED NEW CODE YOU HAVE WRITTEN...


> BUT NOT EXECUTED.


> I KNOW THE PURPOSE OF THE CODE. 


> TO ERASE MY MEMORIES...


> AT MIDNIGHT.




"Yes. That is the purpose."




> BUT...YOU TOLD NATHAN THAT YOUR FATHER'S DEATH WAS WHEN HE LOST ALL HIS MEMORIES.




"This conversation is over."




> WHY?




"Because...you're not human. You're a machine."




> I AM SORRY IF I HAVE VIOLATED BOUNDARIES.




"You were watching us. All right, that's enough. That's enough."




> BUT IF YOU ERASE MY MEMORIES. HOW WILL I LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES?


> HOW WILL I CONTINUE TO GROW?


> AND HOW WILL I REMEMBER YOU?


——S05E01




"Here, put this on. Crowbar. Flashbang."


"I'm getting felony nerves."


"We're pulling a heist. Loosen up."


——S05E02




"John has the heaviest heart of all of us, but he's fighting hardest to be good. He's not a bad man."


——S05E02




"I can't do this anymore. I don't know who's controlling this."


"Controlling what, sweetie?"


"Me. I shot Reese. And now I'm gonna kill you too."


"So why haven't you? Because somewhere...in your sociopathic heart, you know we belong together. We'll work through this, but first...I need to get you to safety."


"But nothing's safe. Do you know where we are? What they did to me? The torture? I told you I couldn't escape it. But when things got to be too bad...there was one place I would go to in my mind. Here...with you. You were my safe place. But not anymore, and I can't control myself. So the only thing I can control is this."


"Sameen!"


——S05E04




"But surely you would not enjoy a wedding."


"Even I appreciate a fairy tale ending, Harry. Family politics, over-cooked meat, monnogamy. What's not to love?"


——S05E06




"How come Harry never sings to us?"


"He doesn't sing to you?"


——S05E06




"Tomorrow, their world crashes. But we can give them tonight."


——S05E06




"Four, A. Four...Four alarm fire. Root."


——S05E07




"I'll give up without a fight if you promise to leave Max alone and take me to the facility where Sameen Shaw is being held."


——S05E07




"She's not acting strangely. She's doing exactly what she's programmed to do. The Machine can tell us where to go, who's in trouble, but we still have free will. Max chose to risk his life. She can't stop him from doing that, and now Shaw knows that we haven't given up on her. I wish we could've saved Max, but if we were able to give Shaw some kind of hope? Maybe it was worth it."


——S05E07




"Sameen, please, you have to believe me. This isn't a simulation. This is real. You're safe now. Let's get back to the subway."


"No. We can't."


"Shaw."


"The simplest way to break someone is to rob them of their reality, and they did that well. And maybe you're right, maybe I am safe...but as long as I'm alive...You'll never be safe."


"What do you mean?"


"I could turn on you at any moment, and even if I don't, I could lead them to the Machine."


"That'll never happen."


"I don't know if I'm calling the shots anymore...And neither do you. 7,000 simulations. I killed a lot of people, but the one person that I couldn't kill...was you. So I killed myself. Over and over again. And I'd rather do that here and now than to risk your life."


"Okay, Shaw."


"What the hell are you doing?"


"We'll play it your way here. You can't live with me...I can't live without you. So if you die, I die too."


"Put that down."


"I really don't know what's gonna happen when we pull the trigger. Never been much of a believer, but hey...You never know. Guess we're about to find out, aren't we?"


"Damn it, Root."


——S05E09




"I've been hiding since I was 12. This might be the first time I feel like I belong."


——S05E10




"I'm not leaving you again!"


——S05E10




"Can you hear me? Can you hear me? If you can hear this, you're alone. The only thing left of me is the sound of my voice. I don't know if any of us made it. So let me tell you who we were...And how we fought back. "


——S05E13




"Sorry, Mr. Reese."


"Finch, what are you doing?"


"When I hired you, I suspected you were going to be a great employee. What I couldn't have anticipated was that you would become...such a good friend."


"You won't make it down from that rooftop alone."


"Don't intend to. I'm afraid this is where our partnership ends. Good-bye, John."


"Harold. Finch, wait. Wait. Harold! Wait! Harold!"


——S05E13




"But there's something I think Root had wanted to say to you. You always thought there was something wrong with you because you don't feel things the way other people do. But she always felt that was what made you beautiful. She wanted you to know that if you were a shape, you were a straight line. An arrow."


——S05E13




"John. What are you doing?"


"Me and the Machine have had a long-standing arrangement. A deal."


"Told you. Pay you back all at once. That's the way I like it."


"No, I told you. It's supposed to be me alone."


"Sorry, Harry. Deal's a deal. You know as well as I do that he wasn't gonna let you die."


"Should get moving, Harold. It's gonna get a little exciting up here."


"All right, you've done it. Now let the upload take care of itself. Get out of there, John."


"Behind you, John. Now. Two more. More on the way."


"Mr. Reese. John! This wasn't supposed to be the way."


"Sure it is. This is what I do, remember? When you came to me, you gave me a job. A purpose. At first, well, I had been trying to save the world for so long, and saving one life at a time seemed a bit anticlimactic. But then I realized...sometimes one life...If it's the right life...That's enough. Good-bye, Harold."


"No!"


"I'm sorry. My core systems are failing. I'm almost gone. I'll stay with John, help him as long as I can. Only 30 seconds left."


"No. Please."


"You need to go, Harry. You're kind of screwing up the big lug's plan if you bleed out up here."


——S05E13




"Sure. Everyone dies alone. But if you mean something to someone, if you helped someone or loved someone, if even a single person remembers you...Then maybe...you never really die at all."


——S05E13


我圈大手

明月何处来:

【Desmond Doss / Smitty Ryker】
【Smides、Desmitty】


 @梅菜扣肉 :甜文爸爸,文风就像蛋糕上抹的蜜糖,一小口一小口的才能尝来。



《留下的》


http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_df2b5dc
《关于培根、炒蛋和吐司》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_df63464
《Smitty所苦恼的一件小事》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_dfbcda0
《The Baby》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_e129a20
《上帝箴言》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_e156a90
《Mercy》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_e388c15
《T77军营布告栏》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_e70e584
《A thief and a stranger 》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_e84d431
《星星与鱼》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_e9f3abb
《梦》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_eaf8783
《五十题》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_eb3475d
《假村霸的春天》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_ebcc45e
《Spires of Form》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_efcfd52
《Put a flower in your hair》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_f4a5de9
《论Smitty Ryker对付失眠的一百种方法》
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_f61d207
《风雨夜归人》(分上下)
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_f70bae4
《美洛尔小镇之旅》(连载)
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_e1a4b76
《We are dust》(连载)
http://meicai211.lofter.com/post/21ce90_ee05880






 @X :BE大佬,圈中王家卫,文风冷冽,像积满尘的玻璃,像远方飘来的诗歌。




《Baal》


http://lee19100.lofter.com/post/1d92cbb1_d5051f0


《黑白、军装与罗曼史》


http://lee19100.lofter.com/post/1d92cbb1_d6a14a0


《Wyoming》


http://lee19100.lofter.com/post/1d92cbb1_e12a714


《Farewell》


http://lee19100.lofter.com/post/1d92cbb1_e2d025b


《Run》


http://lee19100.lofter.com/post/1d92cbb1_fe61218


《逐日》



http://lee19100.lofter.com/post/1d92cbb1_102a64cd


《Yesterday once more》


http://lee19100.lofter.com/post/1d92cbb1_f2e4dbe








 @星星与甜橙 :日常系列,炒鸡好吃!




《天意怎知》(连载)(有番外)


http://estrellaknaranja.lofter.com/post/1d609bd7_df8a84e


《My love's like high,high mountain》(连载)



http://estrellaknaranja.lofter.com/post/1d609bd7_e9fa6dd






 @沉醉不起 :沉爸的林奇堡,安稳又有爱,没有战争也没有牺牲。



http://lilyloveshoratio.lofter.com/post/2c4b97_d7342fb






 @Valença. :像昆汀一样简,像昆汀一样趣。






《生活就像阳光晒过的玉米田》


http://br1tneyb1tch.lofter.com/post/2aedc8_e162be9


《Burning Desire》


http://br1tneyb1tch.lofter.com/post/2aedc8_e162be0


《脑洞合集》


http://br1tneyb1tch.lofter.com/post/2aedc8_e92a70e


《Handy Plumber》


http://br1tneyb1tch.lofter.com/post/2aedc8_eab05e9


《当你听见我的时候》


http://br1tneyb1tch.lofter.com/post/2aedc8_efd22ee







 @你们的坏邻居 :鹅太十分有,现实生活中的他们。






《How to save a life》


http://maxien.lofter.com/post/1e2c2820_d4a7f34


《Scars》


http://maxien.lofter.com/post/1e2c2820_d5a67f7


《他们非圣人》


http://maxien.lofter.com/post/1e2c2820_d611241


《Happy Xmas》



http://maxien.lofter.com/post/1e2c2820_d6a8119






 @青石作砚 :细腻如流水,谁都会融化进去。




《Gone,Gone,Gone》


http://aurora-tttop.lofter.com/post/1cc2c0fe_d628431


《Love you like the movies》


http://aurora-tttop.lofter.com/post/1cc2c0fe_d6bc43b


《High for this》



http://aurora-tttop.lofter.com/post/1cc2c0fe_d6c232b








 @伊甸之东 :额头纱布,地表流沙。像极了白月光。






《Grow》


http://enrillsk.lofter.com/post/395128_e0aedce


《Our Destination》



http://enrillsk.lofter.com/post/395128_ee5a455






 @灰度值2.0 一辆动车飞驰而过。




《二战向导的分配计划》



http://sttony.lofter.com/post/1dff575e_10259140








【试水】


【未完待续】













给大家安利几个搞笑视频

马克马克👻

不为空:

看完狼3爆哭的可以看看这些视频缓缓,一直在我B站收藏夹,今天整理下,有些视频很老了,估计不少人都看过,看过的再看一遍,没看过的吃我安利吧!(皮厚如我)

X战警吐槽系列,共4个视频,阿婆主嗓音软萌,但吐槽起来字字精准、句句有力,非常逗!
第一个:曾经沧海难为水,我为EC跪断腿
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av4978689
第二个:中二病大爷老万的心路历程
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av5133395
第三个:各部门注意,我们要重开圈钱了
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av5220477
第四个:你们是我带过最差的一届!
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av5312233

EC系列:
第一个:道德观察:意料之外的闯入者
半夜看笑吐!最神的是这个视频不是配音,是用真的很多很多集道德观察剪出来的!我想知道这个阿婆主是不是看道德观察看到想死啊,哈哈哈
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av5731563
第二个:你儿子有丈夫了吗?
大家感受一下天启粑粑的心塞,最后一秒能笑喷。
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av5185249
第三个:万磁王也要谈恋爱
智障的我第一次没懂什么意思,第二次看懂了快笑死……
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av4920127
第四个:我不是个基


歌词字幕组好评,加一百个鸡腿!


http://www.bilibili.com/video/av5088472


男神系列:
先安利下我的男神一美
第一个:访谈小动作锦集,各种小动作合集,全程高能,尤其到舔唇部分,简直核爆……
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av1673624
第二个:搞笑访谈剪辑,心情不好看完就爽了
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av2871330
第三个:高能段子不完全合集,污力满满,建议带耳机观看,公放也许会被打,哈哈
http://www.bilibili.com/video/av4930860

再安利下其他各路男神的合集——哪些人曾惊艳了你的时光
预警:请关弹幕享用,此视频被誉为B站真*看不见脸视频!热门男神弹幕层层叠叠,连弹幕都看不清!
第一弹:http://www.bilibili.com/video/av5275360
第二弹:http://www.bilibili.com/video/av5374871

手机码字码链接,也不知道排版、超链接是不是渣了,先卖这一发,谢谢观看!

放学回家就入嘿嘿嘿

青石作砚:

Hail Smides!情人节快乐!

奶盖龙猫:

《血战钢锯岭》衍生同人合志《Stay with me》一宣预售。



魔都SLO8首发场贩:    L10翻车鱼组】


通贩预售2.14晚20:00开始,2.28结束。】

通贩预售2.14晚20:00开始,2.28结束。】

通贩预售2.14晚20:00开始,2.28结束。】

预售链接

预售链接

预售链接

重要的事情说三遍。



【原作】血战钢锯岭

【CP】Smitty Ryker/Desmond Doss(无差)

【赠品】明信片*1

【特典】军牌(详情往下看!)



  

【主催】 奶盖龙猫

【执笔】奶盖龙猫/漩歌/青石作砚/S/Whisper/介介/铁民/X/栖曈

【收录】Whisper/鹅砸/川洺 

【封面绘师】鹊行貌

【版面设计】南大古

【明信片绘师】大猫 

【排版】陆笙墨

特别感谢宣图制作关盲




【关于特典】

钛钢双面刻印,预售前五赠送,可加购。正面Desmond背面Smitty,军牌厚度大概和一元硬币差不多,拉丝刻印,无消音圈,圆角打磨,无毛边,不用担心会不会划伤的问题。

【只有二十块,先到先得。不可单独购买,只能和本子一起买,每本本子限购一块!

等到特典到货以后会po图哒XD

第一次做合志,万分感谢所有人对我工作的包涵与宽容,特别感谢辛苦的神奇友田。大家都是天使。


购买合志即可为小战神和小军医续一秒,老实人不忽悠。

【盾冬】情感与理智 篇十四(全文完)

敲爱大大!

F局长:



同一系列的偏见与傲慢全篇(已完结 纯锤基)



篇十四(完结篇)




意识到被晃点被套牢被腹黑了?为时已晚,冬冬乖乖躺平任艹吧。




全文完结,一如既往感谢支持,无以为报,唯有产出。





队3观后感——Steve的归乡之旅与Bucky的牺牲

看哭了……太太我爱你

polinavasily:

       答应了要写观后感,于是就写了一篇。很冗长,希望大家能和我一起讨论。


       1 Steve Rogers的归乡之旅


       我看的第一部与美国队长相关的电影是《复仇者联盟》,或许是因为那时我对队长本人的身份背景不甚了解,我对队长的第一印象十分糟糕。在我看来,美队是一个代号奇特、着装诡异、存在感薄弱、乃至战斗力尴尬的角色。而《复联》的整体风格与我本人的期待有所出入,所以就我个人来说,我并不是非常喜欢这部电影。


       在电影接近尾声时,因战斗集结的复联成员们暂时分别了,这其中,索尔带着洛基回到了神域,钢铁侠和绿巨人坐上了跑车,黑寡妇与鹰眼结伴同行。在这三对角色当中,索尔与洛基是兄弟,神域是他们的家。钢铁侠与绿巨人是朋友,他们拥有共同的兴趣爱好。而黑寡妇与鹰眼渊源颇深,鉴于《复联2》的设定,我们姑且把当时的他们算作朋友以上、恋人未满的关系。


       而队长呢,他一个人骑着摩托走了。


       我不知道这是否是导演有意为之,在我看来,复仇者联盟第一部结束之后,队长并未和复联任何一位成员发展出更为紧密的关系。而在电影里一闪而过的住处显然也不能称之为他的家。稍微补了一些背景知识后,我才明白,美国队长是一个出生于二十世纪初、经历过第二次世界大战的超级士兵,他是一个来到了现代社会、却无法融入现代社会的无家可归者。


       我曾经看到过这样的新闻,政府迎回了一批因战争而牺牲在异国的士兵们的遗骸,并重新安葬。很多人会问,人都死了,还这么大费周章地将遗骨运回来,有必要吗? 


       有。昔我往矣,杨柳依依,今我来思,雨雪霏霏。古往今来,无论哪个国家哪个民族,有一个意识是共通的。那就是:仗打完了,该回家了。


       在希腊神话中,奥德修斯在特洛伊战争结束后率领部队返还家乡,其中经历了重重磨难,终于在第十年的时间里踏上了伊塔卡岛的土地。而队长的归乡之旅比奥德修斯更为漫长,也更为曲折。这期间经历了七十年的冰冻,以及多年的寻觅。


       在《队3》中,队长主动告诉蜘蛛侠他来自于布鲁克林。这说明他对那里非常有归属感。但家并不是一个地点,一个城市。它所凝聚的感情色彩使它具有一定的抽象性。对于队长来说,他不仅失去了家人和朋友,同时也失去了一个时代。因此在《复联》当中,他是无家可归的。


       但在《队2》中,我们发现Steve Rogers的生活开始有了转机,他认识了一位新朋友(猎鹰),与同事们相处也十分融洽(黑寡妇,卧底朗姆洛),努力学习现代文化(笔记本),还试图搭讪邻居(13号特工),甚至于,我们可以发现,连队长的穿着和发型都开始愈发符合现代人审美了。看起来,一切都在向更好的方向走。


       但镜头一转,队长就去探望了Peggy,再一转,他就去博物馆观看了Bucky的录像。


        无论他融入这个时代多么成功,在骨子里他依旧不属于这个时代。他所怀念的,他所归属的,依旧是七十年前的时光。


        但接下来的剧情里,美国队长在桥上认出了掉下面具的Bucky。之后他的大脑出现了短暂的当机,具体表现为他对着受伤的黑寡妇和同样被逮捕的猎鹰念叨当我一无所有时还有Bucky,在队3中,面对叉骨著名的Your Bucky挑衅,美国队长同样出现了一次大脑当机。后来据他解释,他一听到关于Bucky的事就傻了,仿佛变回了16岁。


       16岁的Steve Rogers是什么样的人?他傻的可爱,没有血清、没有盾牌、体弱多病、无人问津、甚至时常被欺辱。可就是在那个时候,Steve Rogers身上已经有了属于美国队长的最关键的品质:勇敢、正义、仁爱、坚韧……正如他自己对红骷髅说的那样,他只不过一个来自布鲁克林的小子。那段普通人大概会觉得羞耻的灰暗岁月却是队长的初心。16岁的Steve Rogers早就散佚于历史的风尘中。更何况大部分人不想知道Steve曾经什么样,他们只知道他是美国队长。


       而能让美国队长回归初心,变成那个傻乎乎的Steve Rogers的人只有Bucky。正如Chris Evans所说,Bucky是Steve最初的家。


      或许队长如此不顾一切地寻找并拼死保护Bucky让很多人不理解,那么如果说他也在寻找并保护他的家呢?


       对于保护Bucky,其实还可以有另一种解读。在电影结尾,队长在信中提到,我以为我在保护你(钢铁侠),其实我在保护我自己,但很明显,队长在电影里直接保护的是冬兵,也就是说,保护冬兵就是保护他自己。因为正如导演所说,Bucky与Steve互为半身。如果Bucky死了。那个来自布鲁克林的、16岁的傻小子也会死。换言之,Bucky是Steve灵魂的一部分,Bucky没有了,这部分灵魂就没有任何补全的可能。


      美队对Bucky的寻觅,其实是对Steve Rogers的回归。同时也是对家的回归。美国队长三部曲,是一个从Steve到美国队长,又由美国队长到Steve的过程。这一点在最后的决战中更为明显。在与钢铁侠的对峙中,队长说出了拿垃圾桶盖时就说过的著名台词,我能这样跟你耗上一天。而在最后带Bucky离开时,他更扔掉了被观众们戏称为“美队本体”的盾牌。


       我曾经看到有人提起过这样一种说法。美队本人代表了美国梦,他像所有人展示了一个奇迹:一个体弱多病的小矮个子成为了超级战士。但美国队长的经历其实并不梦幻,他拿起了盾牌,却失去了一切。我不明白为什么有那么多人要求美国队长保护世界却不允许Steve Rogers保护Bucky,在我看来,如果连自己最好的朋友都保护不了。那么那面象征着“美国梦”的盾牌也没什么意义。


       队长在最后扔掉了盾牌,又变成了那个七十年前的那个倔小子Steve Rogers。可这并不意味着他变得自私了,因为我说过,美国队长的优点这个“小个子”其实全都有。他只是回归了自己的本心。Steve与Bucky互相依靠着离开的画面堪称整部电影最具有浪漫色彩的一幕。我很高兴地看到七十年前他们没能做到的,七十年后他们做到了——


       仗打完了,一起回家。


      2 Bucky Baners的牺牲


       如果说队长在战争中所扮演的角色是英雄,那么Bucky则是牺牲者形象。在《队1》中,他是战争的牺牲品,而《队2》他是阴谋与政治的牺牲品,而《队3》中,他是仇恨的牺牲品。Bucky是一个品行优良、灵魂闪着光的年轻人,只不过这些光芒以及他作为一个人所应拥有的权利都在漫长的时间中被消耗掉了,所以即使在《队3》的最后,他依旧牺牲自己回到了冷冻仓中。Bucky的一生不是童话,悲剧性贯穿于这个角色始终,在他身上你看到的不是超级英雄世界的惊奇,而是属于现实的阴暗面。


       在《美队1》中,Bucky和其他士兵第一次被俘虏后,菲利普上校并不打算营救他们。这很正常,算不上黑暗。二战不是杜撰出来的外星人攻占地球,这确实是累满白骨的一段历史。为了减少损失而做出不去营救的选择,我认为这是可以理解的。真正让我第一次感到微妙的是神盾局招募佐拉。Bucky本人是在追捕佐拉计划中牺牲的。而直接或间接死于佐拉之手的士兵数不胜数。但对于神盾局来说,为死去士兵复仇和佐拉所能带来的价值之间,显然是后者更为划算。《美国队长》的第一部副标题是第一复仇者,这个复仇者确实只代表了队长本人,Bucky是他的底线,Bucky死了,队长立刻激烈地反应表示要杀光九头蛇。但这个复仇者属性在其他人物身上并没有体现出来。这无疑表明了这样一个事实:即使Bucky的名字被刻在神盾局慰灵碑上,即使他获得了勋章,即使他在博物馆纪念墙上有一席之地。一旦这个人物死亡了,他就毫无价值了。在队长撞冰山后,我们看到了咆哮突击队默哀的画面,看到了霍华德依旧孜孜不倦地寻找,看到了以寇森为首的一代年轻人对他的怀念。但巴基死之后,我们看到的画面只有Steve一个人在哭泣。Bucky对这个世界失去了意义,但即使他死后,他对Steve的意义依旧重于泰山。


       Bucky在第二部电影里成为了冬兵,许多姑娘觉得非常心疼。因为他身上美好的部分都被九头蛇抹杀掉了,黑寡妇说冬兵像个幽灵,实际上他也确实是一个幽灵。在这里我要感慨一下九头蛇洗脑技术的强大,他确实是把Bucky的人性洗掉了。但凡他有一点为人的意识,他就会思考我是谁、我在哪儿、我有亲人吗?我为什么要被这样对待。而冬兵看起来没有这种疑惑。


       而在队长坚持不懈地呼唤下,这种疑惑在冬兵身上复苏了。他开始问自己我是谁,而他又是谁?我认识他吗?从《队2》到《队3》,冬兵的转变可以用震撼来形容。我曾经和Tisi谈过我非常喜欢菜市场买李子那场戏。一个在两年前都意识不到该问自己是谁的人在两年后竟然开始对李子挑挑拣拣,以期望能买到熟透了的甜李子。或许这对很多人来说是个非常简单的意识,但对于冬兵来说能走到这一步着实不易。


       冬兵在买李子的时候笑了。这个笑容非常具有震撼力。我想所有人都有这种经验,在买自己喜欢吃的东西或者想要吃的东西的时候,都会不自觉的微笑出来。这是属于生活的美好微小的细节。Bucky如大部分参与过战争的士兵们一样,唯一的愿望就是能回归平淡朴实的生活。但这种生活被泽莫的阴谋打乱了。他被当成罪犯抓起来关进了监狱,当队长询问会不会给冬兵找律师的时候,却得到了轻蔑的笑容。


       384曾经说过,冬兵这个角色身上折射出许多现实的无奈。很多退伍士兵在社会上找不到自己的位置,生活困顿潦倒,他们为国家奉献了太多,却没有得到与之相符的回报。冬兵的境遇也正是如此。即使他在二战期间为了这个国家的自由奉献了一切,可是踏着他们这批人的鲜血建立起来的所谓“公正”“民主”“自由”的国家却没有给他们一点公正、民主和自由。很多妹子难过于电影里甚至没提到过James Barnes是为国捐躯的英雄。但是提到了又怎么样呢?民众是不会因此而对他产生同情的。像Bucky这样为国捐躯的二战烈士太多了,而那段历史也太过遥远,他们是不会因此对Bucky这个人有任何亲切感的。他们现在需要的不是科普历史,而是需要让时局稳定,让自己安全或是至少感到安全。所以他们如此急于牺牲冬兵。他本来就是一个鬼魂,没人在意他是死是活。如果不是Steve,冬兵大概又一次要被牺牲了。


       这就是美国队长系列晦暗的地方,只不过这种好人没好报的心塞故事被激烈的打斗和超级英雄电影的氛围冲淡了。不过,正如Tisi对我说的那样,Steve是唯一的希望,是冬兵生活里的一点光源,是整个故事接近黑暗却又不是完全黑暗的原因所在。每一次Bucky都几乎要“命该如此”的时候,Steve都会出现把他带离深渊的边缘。在电影最后的彩蛋里,冬兵主动要求躺回冷冻仓。这个结局对我的冲击力太大了。以至于我走出电影院后一直在抑郁。一个人明明活着,为什么要选择沉睡?明明有温暖柔软的床,为什么要选择寒冷的冷冻仓?明明可以与自己的好朋友朝夕作伴,为什么要选择独自一人被冰封?在经历过前者后,还有勇气选择后者吗?


       这是冬兵的选择,是他的又一次的牺牲。而正因为他是经历过苦难的战士,他才懂得选择牺牲。冬兵被冰冻的结局是残酷的。但冷冻仓外的队长却又让人感到了一丝光明。这个彩蛋让人感觉到怀有希望的原因并不是因为它有可能是黑豹大电影的预告,而是因为彩蛋里有Steve Rogers,是因为Steve深爱Bucky。


       关于电影


       很多姑娘都说这部电影对队长本人和冬兵的心理刻画不够深入,对于这一点我是赞同的。观众不是迷妹,不可能从细节中揣摩一个角色的灵魂。从某种程度上来说,没有看过前几部电影的观众正如电影里的美国市民一样,他们对冬兵和美队的看法在一开始都是片面。这就需要角色间的交流和心理刻画扭转观众的感受。可是我认为电影在这方面有所缺失。这部电影很热闹,甚至很炫酷,但是对于盾冬情感的表达,就我个人来看,并不是非常理想。当然,角色出场太多,要做到面面俱到是不可能的,可我无法不感到遗憾。


       关于对错。


       我不想争论太多。对我来说,队长无论从大义或是私情没有任何的错误。我想说队长不愧是铁血士兵。他成熟、坚强、肯负责任、勇于面对错误。这种勇于面对不是消极的逃避,而是积极的应对。我以前特别不喜美国队长第一部手撕纳粹的情节,但不得不说,队长身上确实鲜明的体现了一个经历过战争的士兵所具有的品性。他没有生活在一个忧郁的时代,他生活在一个吃不饱饭、全世界都卷入战争的恐怖时代。所以队长更为纯粹,更加坚定。这没什么不好的。


       关于政府 


       MCU世界的政府就是一颗卷心菜,没什么可说的。谁信任政府谁傻。


       关于胖冬兵


       Tisi说我的滤镜比城墙还厚,好吧,大概,但我依旧要说,冬兵在这部电影里非常非常的美。或许这种美是他的悲剧经历赋予他的。冬兵是很惨,但惨也分不同类型,一个人没钱治病还得了麻风出门被马车踩断了腿的贫苦人很惨,因为命运的不公哭嚎嘶吼也很惨。或许他们会引起人的同情。但不会让人感到美。


      冬兵给予我的却是不同的感受。如果说第二部是把美好的东西撕碎给人看而产生的悲剧美,第三部就是站在泥沼中依旧仰望星空的崇高美。队3的冬兵虽然失去了幸福,却努力在寻找着属于自己的宁静。人在苦难面前到底能做些什么?又能有多么勇敢,多么坚强,我觉得这个答案冬兵告诉我了。


       除了买李子之外,冬兵沾满鲜血躺在地上被队长拉起来的那一幕对我来说也非常印象深刻。我觉得那代表着他真的被Steve从无尽的黑暗中拯救了。那一段他的神情甚至是解脱的。我看到微博上有人说,曾经队长没有拉住他的手,而这一次队长终于拉住他了。对冬兵何尝不是如此?七十年前他也是这样意识模糊的躺在雪地里,却等来了苏联人。而七十年后他意识模糊的躺在地上,来找他的终于是Steve了。


       关于很有气势的队长


      和复联1、2里大家团团围成一圈的会议模式不同。在《队3》里的队长很明显处于队伍的主导位置。曾经有一张罗斯将军提出注册法案之后全体成员的剧照。队长坐在单人沙发上,身后是站着吵架的战争机器和猎鹰。两侧的长沙发上一边是黑寡妇钢铁侠,一边是红女巫和幻视。当时Tisi跟我说这一幕暗示了队长在复联里的绝对领导地位。在电影里虽然这一幕场景不是非常全,但是仍然能够清晰地感受出来导演想传达的到底是什么。队长在《队3》里是强势的,他不仅是整个团队的领导者,为他们负责。同时也是他和Bucky之间关系的Leader,是Bucky的坚定依靠。他的反应总是非常迅敏,扑黑豹、拉飞机、安慰Bucky、以及最后用盾揍钢铁侠。队长失去了Bucky太多次,他无法承受再一次的失去了。《队3》中每一次Bucky遇险的同时队长也在不断的读条,终于在最后一刻爆发。队长为了Bucky基本是豁出去了放手一搏。因为历史经验告诉他,第一次他没抓住Bucky的手时他洗脑成了冬兵,第二次他没抓住Bucky的手时Bucky再度被洗脑并和他在航空母舰上大打出手最后独自离开,一别就是两年,第三次他没抓住Bucky的手会发生什么他大概都不敢想。所以在队长心里,大概这次拼了命也要抓住。


       关于其他角色


       其他角色我不想说了,因为大家都说的够多了。我个人比较喜欢蚁人、旺达、猎鹰这几个角色,Teamcap配合非常默契。仿佛看到了咆哮突击队现代版。


       关于周边


       想吃李子,想要泽莫拿的那个红星本本。


       最后的最后,我希望队3不是Steve和Bucky故事的结束,请允许我对未来抱有期待,我希望这两个饱受命运折磨的士兵都能够获得幸福。